the weekend and zacs b'day

Well it's the weekend again and i'm doing horribly, i am just so bored on the weekens so i automatically want to eat, i think i did okay at church but then my grandparents came down for avo tea and there was cammembert cheese and all kinds of yummy things and i ate them... it's my sons birthday tomorrow and we are having the family over for cake and pizza and there will be more cake and pizza and junk food on saturday at his party, maybee i could just not eat it or not as much, easier said than done in my world! lol but hey thats life, i will lose this weight, it will come of, but it will take a long time and you have to be able to let go a bit on special occasions don't you? well thats my story anyway.